Ahhh! I haven't hardly been doing anything for the longest time! I'm down a scanner since we moved to Vista cause there are no drivers that support our huge old printer/scanner combo. I've been really intrested in Lolita lately.. love the style. I totally wish i could pull it off. We'll just have to see.

Here are some really cute designs:







oh yah, and my new Fav Kadz picture!!


Survey Theft from Kadz.



ONE - Spell your name without vowels: Mbr Mtt - Wow! i'm cool
TWO - Which of your online friends do you talk to the most?: Kadz, My love Bunny when i'm at work... not really a bunch of people
THREE - Whats your favorite number?: 4
FOUR - What color do you wear most?: probably black
FIVE - Least favorite color?: how can you not like a color!?
SIX - Favorite candy?: chocolate, and chewy candy - all candy... i <3 candy
SEVEN - What do you smoke?: smoking is gross
EIGHT - Are you happy with your life right now?: if i say 'no' would be be okay?
NINE - Anyone ever said you resemble a celebrity?: hell no!
TEN - What is your favorite class in school?: i liked art (back in the day)
ELEVEN - Do you shop at hollister/DC/Bluenotes?: buy new clothes?! are you crazy?
TWELVE - How do you make money?: helping Micky-D's with computer issues
THIRTEEN - Who is your best friend?: my hubby
FOURTEEN - Where do you go to school?: was going to CCC - but not right now
FIFTEEN - Are you outgoing?: doubt it
SIXTEEN - One word to describe you?: here
SEVENTEEN - Favorite pair of shoes?: don't have a fav pair -- just wear what i can find
EIGHTEEN - Do you own big sunglasses?: no
NINETEEN - Where do you wish you were right now?: somewhere with candy and tacos
TWENTY - What should you be doing right now?: sleeping? cleaning?? idk
TWENTY ONE - Do you have a crush on anyone right now?: still crushing on my bunny

HONEST SECTION:
Honestly, what's on your mind right now?: Sponge Bob is okay
Honestly, what are you doing right now?: Survey, duh
Honestly, have you done something bad today?: can't do much evil when you sleep the day away - most bad (looked at funny porn)
Honestly, do you watch disney channel?: (nods)
Honestly, who is the last person you talked to on the phone?: some mcdonalds manger
Honestly, are you jealous of someone right now?: i guess people that are more balanced and have enough money to get the things they need.... tired of pawning things and getting loans to make it
Honestly, what makes you mad most of the time?: people that whine about stupid little things... not realizing how good they have it.
Honestly, do you want to see someone this very moment?: just want to hang out with a friend - it would be nice
Honestly, are you keeping a big secret right now?: i'm not trying to -- i'm actually trying to be as open as possible

THE CANS:
Can you blow a bubble?: all sorts!
Can you dance?: never tried
Can you tie a cherry stem with your mouth?: never tried
Can you whistle?: really half-assed
Can you wiggle your ears?: that's a talent i do not have
Can you wiggle your nose?: i wish! i wanted to be just like Jenny -- but never cold manage
Can you roll your tongue?: yes, did you know it's genetic?!
Can you make a clover with your tongue?: nope - rolling is far as i can go

ANGER SECTION:
What do you do when you’re mad?: get mad, say things i don't mean - sometimes sulk...
What’s the worst thing you’ve done when you were mad?: threw my dog across the room and kicked it
Ever made anyone cry when you were mad?: idk, probably not

CRYING SECTION:
Ever really cried your heart out?: yes - but it's getting better
Ever cried yourself to sleep?: yes
Ever cried on your friend’s shoulder?: yes (do you see a theme?)
Ever cried over the opposite sex?: yes
Ever cried over the same sex?: yes
Do you cry when you get an injury?: yes, i'm such a cry baby
Do certain songs make you cry?: depending on how i fell, yes
Do certain movies make you cry?: YES, so cried for Spike at the end of Cowboy Beebop

HAPPY SECTION:
Are you usually a happy person?: sometimes - there's a lot of factors that come into play (mainly availability of tacos)
What makes you the happiest?: tacos - my family - sleeping
Does being with your friends make you happy?: depends on the friends
Do you believe in yourself?: not at all
Do you wish you were happier?: i'm self destructive - so sometimes but not always
Can music make you happy?: nope

LOVE SECTION:
How many times have you had your heart broken?: Lots cause i'm dumb
Have you ever loved someone so much that you’d die for them?: yes
Has anyone besides your friends and family ever said ‘I love you’?: yes, i'm loved <3

SELF ESTEEM SECTION:
Is your self-esteem extremely low?: yes, very extremely
Do you think you're good looking?: omg, i don't even want to look in the mirror... i want to cover them up and never see myself again!
Do you wish you could be someone else?: sometimes, but everyone has their problems... :S

LOOK AT ME:
What is your current hair color?: brown/black - starting to go gray!!
Current piercings?: ears but i think they're healed up
Have any tattoos?: do not want
Straight hair or curly?: starts of curly till i make it straight

CURRENTLY WEARING:
What shirt are you wearing?: do you want to know? a over sized shirt (hubbys) and some panties (and glasses)
Necklace(s)?: no
Shoes?: that would be weird - considering what i'm wearing

HAVE YOU EVER:
Hugged someone?: of course
Been on the phone until the sun came up?: yes-yes-yes!
Laughed so hard you peed in your pants?: (to kadz) no it's not -- i'm so embarrassed!
Laughed so hard you cried?: yes - then a macaroni came outta my nose!
Got in a fight with someone?: fighting is the funnest thing ever

THE LAST:
Person you talked to in person?: Aria 'good morning sweetheart'
Person you talked to online?: Kadz
Person you hugged?: Hubby - Kids - Noah

RANDOM:
Do you like surveys?: it makes me remember - and think about happy things... i like em - don't think anyone reads mine - but it's fun for me
Do you get along with your parents?: my dad - cause we're more like strangers
Do you have mental breakdowns?: often...

CURRENT:
Current mood: a little tired - not wanting to start the day
Current music: Sponge Bob - saying 'I'm Ready... i'm ready...' BLAH!
Current hair style: pony tail
Current crush: i'm not in high school anymore!
Current windows open: some LOTR things - DA, MSN
Current desktop picture: a Castlevania Wallpaper -- if you want to see: [link]

THE DIDS:
Did you ever get into a fist fight in school?: nope
Did you ever run away from home?: where would i go?
Did you ever want to be a doctor?: dose a vet count?
Did you ever want to be a fire fighter?: don't think so

THE DO'S:
Do you know how to swim?: yup, not a strong swimmer but i can make do
Do you like roller coasters?: they make me sick!
Do you own a bike?: i wish i did
Do you think you could handle the stuff they eat on those reality shows?: no.. no.. NO!

THE HAVES:
Have you ever been on a plane?: just a few times
Have you ever been to the ocean?: yes
Have you ever painted your nails?: i have, can you believe it!?

THE HOWS:
How tall are you?: 5foot 2 - i'm a shorty
How much money do you have on you right now?: maybe a few pennies to get me through to Friday :S

THE LASTS:
Last person you hung out with?: saw Whit and his girl when they came through town
Last thing someone said to you irl?: 'I'm hungry'

THE WHATS:
What are you listening to?: tv
What is the weather outside?: still dark - chilly
What radio station do you listen to?: all of em suck - i guess 107.5 in the mornings - 99.9 when driving to work, and during the day 98.3 cause everything sucks!
What was the last restaurant you ate at?: dose taco bell count? it's been forever since we really 'ate out'
What was the last thing you had to drink?: soda, trying to save some for my bunny - after it's gone we're not gonna have any more for along time
What was the last movie you watched?: Coraline

done!!! i'm gonna laugh if anyone really reads this (heart)